And I find myself alone
with or without you
beyond the cheerfulness,
the mental illness
and of the nibbled and shy feelings
never empty of a bitter aftertaste,
to not consume, to not be able to love.
the mtstyc sense lacks, that I'm sure dwell in each of us,
that has united us a long time ago and I could never forget...
the way of the vice or of the wisdom?
I just know that I will never forget you.
You're unforgettable and overwhelming
a hurricane in my life
so boring but more or less stable.
would you say stable?
I just know that I always drink beyond any measures
if it is the price that I have to pay for my freedom...
freedom from the charlatans,
freedom of the lost time
freedom from the subjugations....
when I know that it's enough just one drop of your love
to delete everything.
I loved you, I hated you, I felt lost but I 've found you again
ans you are the greatest happiness for me.
I don't promise you eternal love,
but I can always offer to you my heart
and I've never deny to you this,
if you want it, as you have always reject it in a loo.
I've never been a star, worst a pornostar, no more a model.
I'm a never grown child
and I can stand the security belts,
they bore me.
With you I feel the shiverings of the risk,
with you I'd like to do thousands of things
and I don't know from where to start...
making up the time that has relentlessly changed us...
I don't wanna by subject to a whim of a man,
I'm not a game,
I am good anyway
I feel good with you.
Of course the fire's flames are very distant from us,
maybe you're not still ready
I don't know what you really want
if I am just a body
I've failed since the start
if you wanna amuse yourself maybe not
even if you've never had female friends.
so, I'm just a pain in the ass.
if you want to, I get out of the scene.
I don't understand you. that's all. feel your heart. stay in contact with yourself.
I've not been having a diamond in my heart for a long time
but I would have loved you anyway.
